목요일, 12월 22, 2005
Sian
Dunno how to describe my feelings now. Just a 'sian' ba. Why do i think that my studying ability somehow seems to deteriorate through the years? Either im getting old n senile, or else im just getting stupider. In either case, im just getting lousier results la. Its not that i have too high expectations of myself, well ok maybe i really do. Aiya whatever la. Think i may graduate after all. If i cant get a second upper i might as well dun do honours. What can someone do with a second lower?? It sounds so 难听 to me already lor. N i doubt i can push my cap up by next sem at the rate im going.
Sad sad sad..
I want icecream therapy..
Hmm sangdoo's ending was ok la. Although i din like the fact why cha bori din stay with him instead. As for winter, i shld say i pretty much liked the ending. But ya lar why did they let junsang become blind? SO out of place. But still i think it was a very beautiful show cos everything was done in winter~
最喜欢的颜色?
白色。最喜欢的季节?
冬天。最喜欢的动物?
狗,你呢?人。
Maybe i shld go korea and study after i graduate. Everybody keeps asking me what i wanna do, what plans i have blah blah blah..well here's my answer: S-l-a-c-k. To put it more simply, i do not have an answer. Yet. At least i hope so. Cos I dunno whats my geum..the only 3 things that i really like that i can think of are only korea, animals n dance. Absurd to some pple, but they were what came to my mind when my mum asked me. Since i couldnt be a vet, n dance of cos cant be a fulltime job, im left with korea. I know i love the country, i love the language, i love everything about it, but what can i do with it? Hiaks thinking la. Head small, cant think so much.
Graduate liao like so scary, dun graduate also sian. How come 21 years just flew past lydat? i dun feel my age at all, seriously. I doubt anyone does.
I remember when i was younger, i always hoped that it would be so nice if time was to stop at an age that i liked. Den i would be forever 18, n i wun grow old, my family will always be with me, n i would just be happy. But things just dun seem to go the way u wished ba.
Maybe i shld just get a vampire to bite me, n the pple around me.
Yap, that should be enough.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 8:11 AM